So I figured out why a high tolerance for pain can be a bad thing being that I had some compound of influenza and sinus infection and was just trying to survive. Anyway, feeling much better know and breathing again is a huge plus.
Had lots of time to think and thought about life. There are things in life that we do that teach us profound principles.Then I realized that there are things that I cannot find any kind of profound principle that underlies it. These are things that I need to stop doing.